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bus-wanka asked: Thank-you. And i hope you're ok, by the way (: keep your head up! Xx

thank you so much xx

si-lk asked: i'm here if you wanna talk to somebody :-)

thank you so much your a beautiful person

deadly-fears asked: i want to be that friend to help you

Then text me bubba

si-lk asked: hey, are you okay?

I thought i was but im losing myself

1 week challenge

1. i find it hard to let myself go so i am going to do a 1 week challenge on tumblr telling you how i have been feeling since i find it hard to talk to my family about it. No body stays long enough to see me fall apart. I have been struggling more and more each day and i need a friend to help me :( I dont feel needed anymore, and thats what i want so badly, if you have any advice, thought, storys, or problems i would greatly appreciate someone to talk to right now about anything, thanks.

bus-wanka asked: Could you ask him where it is, Please! It would be a massive help to me. xx

haha i will

bus-wanka asked: where is that graffiti in melbourne!?

heyy a melbourne girl:)) some place in the city a guy i know takes pictures and he posted it on fb

Anonymous asked: do you ever look back on other relationships in your life - ex best friends, previous girlfriends, relatives you don't see often enough, etc.. and wish that things worked out differently? a lovely long answer would be nice.

there are things that I look back on everyday about my life, I think To myself what if this happened? and then I would play out a situation in my head and image where it took me. I am not the happiest person around, i have such bad days when i cant see myself getting better but my family have told me there is nothing to worry about anymore, you have a great life, a beautiful girlfriend, great friends and good at football. Even though i can get so low, I wouldn’t want my life to change one bit, because if it was different would i still have the things i love now? life is wonderful and i dont know why i find that so hard to believe because even though you make stupid decisions and things turn to there worst, thats when you find out who really cares about you. Getting hurt by the people you love is hard, My dad wasnt there for me when i was a child, yes it has made things very hard but others dont have a father anymore or a mother which i dont know how they can possibly manage but when i look into their eyes all i see is a beautiful person inside and think that things dont have to be the way some perceive it to be. Things happen, you get hurt, you hurt others, the only way to do things his to start going forward again it doesnt matter if you dont know where your going as long as its forward, i know now i need to do the same. The past was seconds ago the future is seconds away its new and exciting and you should always look forward to it and thats why i am happy with the way things have gone for me, things can get hard but you know what? if you fall down seven times, you have been up eight. that was a great question thankyou